sometimes you trying hard to convince others but harder to being convinced that everything will be alright soon.

In between F for fear and F for fantasy, you started fucking F for the Future.

they said it's better to take a break and I did.

but believe me, taking breaks won't break your problems, you just procrastinate them.

All you need to take copy and pen, write down the area you want to heal, and ask to yourself 

WHY ?  and WHERE?

and start working on your problems because In one way or another we Have to take hard steps because we all have a family to protect and people to love.